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Celebrating our 2 years of togetherness this month :-)

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My man is so not good with words. He only say the 3 words once a week. Haha.. But i still love u with all my heart :-)

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Heart to heart

Now i know all your stories, and i still love u. I like it when we get the chance to be alone, and talk all night long.

But my inner-self felt something last night. i was down. and i really felt that im not the rite one for u. but let just try. anything could happen rite.

And i'm with u ;)

Hey lover boy ;)

This month is our 1st anniversary. We don't have any date but you said the 3 words loud & clear on october 2010. Although we are in to some kind of relationship earlier on that year, but i never heard you say it.

I was waiting for that time actually, when you're ready to say it. I know we fell in love with each other but were too afraid to admit it. because we've been hurt the same way.

i was afraid that i might be hurt again. and i wasn't sure if it's a rebound or not. but we hold on too long and too strong ;) we have our moments together as friends.

i remember the very first time we met. im not that into u that time. but it changed. i remember your text that i deleted. then suddenly u call me asking for some cinnamon because u are about to learn to cook 'nasi tomato'. you are the funniest guy i've ever met. then u send me some of your 'nasi tomato' and ask me to eat it in front of u. oh god! the sweetest ;) it was okay but i finished it.

then, our relationship developed into something else. there were times when i felt happy & at the same time i cry because of u. i was afraid to love again.

i know our relationship are not perfect. we don't have anniversary, we don't always say the magic word and sometimes u forget my birthday, but u were always there for me, my sweet helper, my comfort zone & my enemy.

i just hope that you are my last, i want to be your one and only and insyaAllah i want to be your wife. Let's just pray for that.

I want you to know that i love you with all my heart & soul mohd hamdi ;)

3rd day of ramadhan

Assalamualaikum, today we have entered the 3rd day of ramadhan, & 27 days to go for hari raya ;)

i really hope that my syawal this year will be different. But i guess, works already waiting for me.

I really don't update much rite? this past three months was the busiest ever. just got back from kunak yesterday to send my brother to his work place. He got his first job as an engineer at TSH-Wilmar. Im very proud of him. But at the same time i feel sad because he had to be lonely on his first ramadhan. But, its just like in the study time rite?

Well for me, life is treating me quite well. Alhamdulillah, and its already been 550 days with him. I know it's just a small number, but i hope this last. I love u mr.hamdi ;)

A week full of agony

Last week was the busiest week ever. Kursus d kompleks tabung haji for a week. Then, last week jugak la, minggu yg mengeringkan poket okay. Shopping sakan macam esok nak raya. But, for me it was a therapy selepas beberapa bulan bekerja dengan stress. therapy la sgt kn?

Well, cotton on baru buka cawangan baru at 1 borneo hypermall. Buka2 terus sale okeh. Tp i guess yg sale tu stock lama from australia. But never mind, i terus rembat sebiji beg & tak dapat nak decide which rubi shoe i wanna buy. So beli bag ja la. Bag yg kedua utk bulan ini. Ngehehe~

Rasa best bila shopping tak hengat dunia tp guna duit sendiri. sendiri penat2 cari. Well gotta thanks my parents for the education & Allah utk rezeki yg melimpah ruah. Alhamdulillah. ;)

Celebrated father's day at Pizza hut with the whole family.

Is it time for a change?

Today was tiring, went for 2 hour driving class. Will get my driving license if i pass this wednesday ;). And today was so hot! Blame global warming. or is it because of summer? Ok, got home around 2pm, then took a short nap, showered and eat. Watch rio for the second time coz the birds are so pwetty. Then, suddenly i feel like trying to wear a hijab because of yuna & other pretty girls wearing it. So i started to search for a video tutorial on youtube & try it on myself. voila!

*scarf given by my bf (love ya)

So? Do i look pwetty? ;)

XOXO,

Today was okay. Besides that i can't be with him today, well it's just an ordinary day. But, at least i had my stomach bloated with pizzas & sodas. godamnmitt!

My friend shezye texted me about her giving free passes from #hitzkk for a meet & greet session with mizz nina & friends. But sadly, there's a major major possibilty that i can't go, coz i have to work on that day. Ughh!

By the way, life is treating me well lately. There's also a major possibility that i could have my wish granted. Well, lets just see in this 3 months time. *crossfinger!

I know it's too early to be anxious about, but i can't wait for next year. Holiday with T.L.O.M.L ;)

okay, kisses for everyone ;)

Bye now,

Ungrateful me?

Well, i think im not grateful enough with my life. Seems that everything is not enough for me. I should stop doing that.

Lebih baik kita lihat apa yg kita miliki skrg dan bersyukur drpd melihat semua yg kita tidak miliki. Manusia memang tidak pernah puas. Ada saja yang kurang kn? Antara sedar dan tidak sedar.

Ya, begitulah sifat aku kekadang ler. tak jgk selalu kn. Sometimes i feel pity to a certain people yg selama ini mmg mencuba utk puaskan hati aku. That person is mostly my lovely parents and also encik kesayangan. Memang rasa bersalah, sdg kn kalau di fikir balik, byk yg mereka dah buat utk aku. Kalau parents tu mmg tak terhingga la kn.

Well, i'm just a human being & everybody make mistakes rite? I just want you to know that i love you so much like in every air that i breath. I'm just not good at expressing my feelings.

mcm amir ckp : i'm sorry ;)