Hey lover boy ;)

This month is our 1st anniversary. We don't have any date but you said the 3 words loud & clear on october 2010. Although we are in to some kind of relationship earlier on that year, but i never heard you say it.

I was waiting for that time actually, when you're ready to say it. I know we fell in love with each other but were too afraid to admit it. because we've been hurt the same way.

i was afraid that i might be hurt again. and i wasn't sure if it's a rebound or not. but we hold on too long and too strong ;) we have our moments together as friends.

i remember the very first time we met. im not that into u that time. but it changed. i remember your text that i deleted. then suddenly u call me asking for some cinnamon because u are about to learn to cook 'nasi tomato'. you are the funniest guy i've ever met. then u send me some of your 'nasi tomato' and ask me to eat it in front of u. oh god! the sweetest ;) it was okay but i finished it.

then, our relationship developed into something else. there were times when i felt happy & at the same time i cry because of u. i was afraid to love again.

i know our relationship are not perfect. we don't have anniversary, we don't always say the magic word and sometimes u forget my birthday, but u were always there for me, my sweet helper, my comfort zone & my enemy.

i just hope that you are my last, i want to be your one and only and insyaAllah i want to be your wife. Let's just pray for that.

I want you to know that i love you with all my heart & soul mohd hamdi ;)